happy happy new year happy new year yay happy happy new year happy new year hay! *sings while dancing the new year dance..so not an original title but give me a break okay im tired.
resolution(s)=
1. find happiness in everything *i think this one will fail.
2. try oh try to find a friend who's a guy and become good friends *im gonna try and find a friendship like travis and i's.
3. lose the ten pounds i lost and then gained back from last year.
haha
lets see if any of these succeed...meh think that just maybe numbah two will succeed...number three is well under way. but one i dont even know why i typed that...thats another five seconds of my life i'll never get back. ha.
haha i wanted to see what the naughty smiley face was and i think it looks funny!
haha
okay well what is up with myspace? i like it and everything but the bulletin boards are just annoying i mean shouldnt the people post what they were thinking and everything instead of doing chain letters? i gets me so annoyed because im superstitious and everything so i always have to past them on when i would like to be doing something else. sorry for my random blip about myspace bulletins i wasnt thinking of anything else.
bye!
sara
merry christmas/haunakah/kwanzaa/and that one muslim holiday that i dont know how to pronounce. haha
santa was very good this year. yay! but anyway...acutually i have nothing to type...
bye!
sara
boredom! devastation! monkey jig!
okay well now that ive quenched my thirst for randomnestenism (random nest en ism) watermelons! okay now my thirst is quenched. whoo.
okay well anyway im reading this book right now. its called shopaholic and something. but anyway my mom said that i should read it because it should show me how my life would be if i keep giving up the will to resist those "unescessary" buys..i mean c'mon who doesnt need a belly dancing santa claus? lol. anyway, im truly offended right now because i mean c'mon im not that bad at spending like this girl she went on a ten month honeymoon and bought like twenty sating robes from hong kong. i mean the average person only needs at least eighteen but twenty what a ludicrous idea...okay not really i would only buy fifteen and most of them would be gifts. but yah, holiday break is uber boring. the only thing that was supposed to be fun was autumn's party but my mom suddenly springs on me that i need to help run the road rally (holiday party meh mom does every year) have i told you how amazingly talented i am at planning parties. heehee im so talented. but anyway so i think everyone is having fun dancing and flirting tonight. i also had a back up plan for tonight but tahney canceled on me apparently she is uber sick. cry cry im so sad i need to grieve for a moment.......okay im through no more self pity...ugh i cant stop. STOP STOP STOP. okay im done why must this christmas be so boring. but im still holding out that christmas is fun. oh how im wishing. hard. dumm dumm dumm. gah im so bored since im trying so hard not to go into depression...if anyone has something fun and happy to say please comment.
ouu ouu
shout out to my friends jess! i miss you. and yes i know you've only been gone maybe three hours but its still i have no buddy to hang out with and watch chick flicks and gossip with. gah sadness overwhelming me again. i hate this
well bye!
sara
sadness! devastation!
i was having such a good day. i had a chorus concert and i was great. but umm yah ill tell you tommawah...never mind now! okay i was going to mcdonalds after the concert and when i was in the drive through the guy travis got out of the car inftont of me and i did nothing you should have seen my face i feel like such a loser. and he didnt even say hi. but yah i guess he saw me and the gay fag face i made becasue his mom paid for my meal..you are probably wondering why this is bothering me...its just that i dated travis and he was my favorite boyfriend ever we were just really compatible and he made me laugh and i dont know about him but ive never been able to get past the feelings i had and still have for him..i know i shouldnt be holding onto the past but i really miss him. and the saddest part of it is i dont and i want to know how he feels about me too, am i just a friend or possibly specialer than that. im so confused about the whole thing.
okay for one jessica, i dont like someone i have never met in person like that
and! he is not a rappist because he doesnt rap and i think you meant rapist but y'know i cant understand any of your stupid spellings
hay everybody! (even though like no one and i mean no one reads this blog)
this bolg entry is dedicated to my friend mr. blue 2255! hes a great person and i just love talking to him! haha oh yah and im also dedicating a song to him too! even though it might be a romancy song its my favorite right now and if you dont like it.... BITE ME!..metaphorically speaking okay?!
watermelons!
sara!
oh yah
the song is here (in your arms)
by: hellogoodbye
hay everybody!
im sorry i havent been on in a while i just have been really busy. so yah im so excited for christmas!!!!
anyway, im also really excited because my friend taren (love yah!) is gonna probs come to my school tommoawah! yay. ive just missed her for awhile. but anyway im sorry i dont have anything better to say.
mwah!
sara
p.s. ill write again soon
greetings
what up?
okay well today i was talking to my mom and she was all like "ohh the beach is so beautiful i wish we saw this more often."
i was so appalled because umm hello we live in florida!! an well florida is practicly one big beach so yah that was so stupid
well um thats all i have to report for today but ill write something a whole lot more interesting later
mwah!
sara
p.s. happy thanksgiving!
boom shack a lacka
